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Still here after 10 years

Hello everyone, it has been a VERY long time since I posted here. It's strange, I feel like NO ONE blogs anymore in the podcast age. But maybe this can still be a great way to get my thoughts out, reflect on where I am in 2024 as a leather loving, BDSM practicing fetishist and where I want to go. I was thinking about doing a podcast but I need more time to think about it, it may happen or it may not. To be quite honest, I am surprised I am still on this journey considering where I have been and the highs lows I have experienced. It's the lows that I reflect on a lot and that gets me to thinking about when this journey of exploration may end. But for now, I am grateful for the path I am on. 


As I look at my last entry, I last wrote 10 years ago. We have been on a collective ride since that time. I've been serving a beautifully cruel and seductive Mistress. Mistress Fontaine means so much to me, She has molded me and has solidified my devotion as Her leather slut toy. Her findom skills are unmatched. Everytime I spend money to please Her, it is such a turn on. Just thinking about serving Her with my wallet makes me rock hard. I have served Her in person twice and Her specialty is strap-on play. Taking Her strap is not for the weak. All of Her slaves, sluts and devotees are at the mercy of Her strap on and She Shows no mercy. 

Dressing in leather still brings me so much pleasure. I am seeing on Twitter that many love leather and like my pics. I have been thinking about going out dressed in leather, mostly to fetish friendly places but I haven't mustered up enough courage to do so. Maybe one day before the leathers get hung up for good. Yes, this good time must come to an end but as I said I have no idea when that may happen. 

That's all I have for now, there are a lot of thoughts I am having but I need time to sort them out. I have seen a lot as a sub/switch over these 10 years (a lot on social media) and I will have to share at some point. I honestly forgot about this space and I just wanted to start it back up. Hopefully, I will share something here once a week. Feel free to comment or ask questions. Thanks for reading and i'll talk to you again soon! 

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