It has certainly been a long time since I last laid out some words on this blog. Life can sure just make things difficult in so many ways that it doesn't allow one time to just write. In the past, I had a very vibrant blog that in hindsight I should have kept up and going. But life happened and I deleted it without keeping the entries in another form. This blog was a way to resurrect that and to keep a running journal on my thoughts in kink and fetish. Something prompted me to go looking for some old photos of when I crossdressed. In my last post I talked about what got me curious about wearing women's clothes and my first experiments. As I got older and was able to dress in a space of my own I did for about 4 years. There was something very freeing about it and it did give me some new perspectives on what women go through to look nice for us dudes as well as how it made me feel in regards to my likes as a kinky person.
I was excited to find what I did, although there were way more pics and only a few of them survive online. The other majority were deleted around the time I deleted my last blog. I should have known they would have been safe where they were, I was just going through some things at the time and just wanted to be rid of them. What I did find though was an interesting snapshot. It was my transitional state from taking many pics headless to taking pics with a wig. I didn't show my face in any pics because I didn't use any makeup but I was able to angle myself to where the image of a feminine figure could be shown. My love of leather was very evident in a lot of the pics I took but I was developing a love for wearing lingerie and sometimes I slept in it. Something about that silky feeling while sleeping was sometimes very hard to deal with!
Looking back, I enjoyed that time. I think there were things I should have been more proactive in trying but overall, it has given me a perspective on where I fit into being kinky that depends on the persona I am. These days, I am not dressing fetish and/or femme but it gave me a chance to see what the world of kink held and it was good.
Some of my pics can be found here, you may need a Yahoo ID to access. I am going to sift through these old pics and post the good ones on my tumblr and my Fetlife album.
I was excited to find what I did, although there were way more pics and only a few of them survive online. The other majority were deleted around the time I deleted my last blog. I should have known they would have been safe where they were, I was just going through some things at the time and just wanted to be rid of them. What I did find though was an interesting snapshot. It was my transitional state from taking many pics headless to taking pics with a wig. I didn't show my face in any pics because I didn't use any makeup but I was able to angle myself to where the image of a feminine figure could be shown. My love of leather was very evident in a lot of the pics I took but I was developing a love for wearing lingerie and sometimes I slept in it. Something about that silky feeling while sleeping was sometimes very hard to deal with!
Looking back, I enjoyed that time. I think there were things I should have been more proactive in trying but overall, it has given me a perspective on where I fit into being kinky that depends on the persona I am. These days, I am not dressing fetish and/or femme but it gave me a chance to see what the world of kink held and it was good.
Some of my pics can be found here, you may need a Yahoo ID to access. I am going to sift through these old pics and post the good ones on my tumblr and my Fetlife album.
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